Wednesday 14 May 2008

one year later

one year later, I still remember the great moments shared with you
one year later, I still remember the difficult moments shared with you
one year later, l have the feeling you will be in my heart and in my mind for all my life

many thinghs happened since that 4th may 2007, nice and not nice things, happy and not happy moments, but is the life by the way.
I still remember the time after estonia, I was so fucking depressed and sad, always thinking you in estonia: while you were working, having dinner, spending time in front of barbecue, having party, sleeping and dreaming!

just right, one year later l have opposite feelings, sad because we are not togheter (phisically) anymore, and in the same time happy because I think I was really lucky to have found you in that disappeared country, it was not obvious create a familiar atmosphere as someone can imagine, we learnt to accept ourself just like we were with our assets and defects, of couse sometimes we had problems, but this is the point, we acrossed them!!!!!

ok l don t want be pathetic anymore, but just say tou thank s and send you hugs and kisses with all my heart!!!!!

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I wanted post for the right day (4th of may) but you know for this kind "nagamiste day" l had great present, the presence of kelig, maybe you can imagine that for me was really important to see one of the most important piece of estonian life

it was wonderful time and we did the same thing we did in estonia...hey hey I m not talking about party and be drunk also if we did of course (I also collapsed in rome:), l mean dreaming and plan something and we are really looking forward to see everyone in portugal, also if we know that fo someone it s quite difficulu unfortunately. actually I said to lee when l plan to go without asking her anything :)...I m sorry lee :P but by the way maybe l don t have choice, because on the 19th of july l will fly to valencia (spain) for one month and half to find somework as waiter.

ok maybe l finished...for you happyness:)
baci a tutto l'auberge estonienne!!!!!!

p.s. does someone has picture of wonderful party tha you organized for my departure from tallinn?please send me

p.s.2 I put some picture about the time l spent with kelig....he say that he has shitty connection l just think he his luzy....by the way



pompei



hiking on monte san biagio



msn picture in front of colosseum




francesca, me and ke at the festival in rome (below, in my previous post you can wacth a video)



monte san biagio by night



naples in popular and criminal area



me...drunk and stoned :(



woooow...st peter in rome



in rome...l don t remeber where

l would post all the pictures...but it s impossible. are really wonderful by the way!!!!!

baci

2 comments:

Miss Lee said...

you stupid italian, making people cry during their work time!!!
you can come to portugal whenever you want without warning me. just call me and I drop everything to pick you up wherever you are! I quit my job, leave my family and friends, steal a car or a plane and I run for you... or maybe I take a taxi!
ah ah ah
musiiiiiiii

subcomandante christian said...

if you cry while you are writing is like this...share also the tears!!!that s why l love you, after one year we can still cry togheter. :)
I know that you are ready to do everything for me (us), but you also know thatl don t create trouble in your life hihihihihihihi
by the way l will come!!!!!!!!!!
I love you stupid lovely portuguese girl!